I've had a vision most of my life of ending my life as a homeless person.
I had a dream the other night that my wife and I lived in this cramped, dirty, broken windows and just plain old broken down trailer and that someone had broken in and that I was going to fight them.
I have dreams like that sometimes. I stay up late so that when I go to bed I am so tired that my mind doesn't have time to think about things. I just want to go to sleep as fast as I can. And go into a dead sleep. A sleep with dreams that you don't remember.