No affair

Well, I must be going crazy. There is no affair. But that week I was really depressed and I could just not help feeling this feeling that I cant describe right now - just this deep, great sadness. Earlier in the week, that week of May 25th, I had gone with my Mom & Dad to visit the graves of my uncle and one of his friends. The cemetaries were so peaceful and beautiful. And it was a good day spending time with my parents - I hadn't done that in a very long time, just spending the day with them. When you get into your fifties, like I am, well, I just haven't done that in such a long time since I've been busy with raising my family.